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Sep. 19th, 2008


I'm finding myself regulary being stuck in the position where someone says that they like me, and as soon as they utter those words out of their mouth, something inside me puts a guard up which is like "woahhh hang on, this ain't right"!

It puts me down because, realisticly there is nothing wrong with the people that say this to me and i'm sure i could teach myself to see past this block but... why should i have to?

Surely it should be as easy as... i like this girl, i can't get her out of my mind. It's just not happening!

A friend of mine said "you just have to wait for your penguin"

As silly as that sounds, it makes so much sense!

It just gets me down at how easy it seems for other people!

Jul. 17th, 2008

Guess what?

Joining the gym today!


Jun. 28th, 2008

Update time...

Hellllllllo (pretty sure i'm only saying hello to me really, as i'm pretty sure no one reads these entries besides me, and also starting to think that this sentence is too long to be in brackets now haha)!

Gosh, look how long that introduction was, never again i tell thee!

So yes, I will start at the fact that i move into my new house on the 1st of July and i am veryyyyyy excited! Will be great not to have to be told to "turn your music down" or "shouldn't you do some work". Don't get me wrong i love my mum to bits and i'll miss that but, i think this is the next step for me to mature and learn how to deal with living on my own so to speak. Yes i'll have 3 friends there but, we'll have to split shopping, all chip in to tidy the house, buy light bulbs haha. It'll be so much fun!

Plus it's really close to my work (which by the by i love) so i'll get my excercise walking there most nights :)

Band is doing well, we keep getting positive feedback everywhere we go and it seems we're crafting a nice tight live set also, which is always good to see! One or two more songs and i think we'll be ready to look at taking it all a bit further, save up for more recordings, we're going to see about recording an EP late this year, hopefully get a van sorted out and maybe get a few tours booked! Someone said they'd be more than happy to book for us, so that's cool!

I walked home today, 2.5 miles :) got a good bit of excercise! Trying to trim up for the summer and future months haha! Starting to get the ever popular "V" line, woopa!

This will do for now, got a bit off my mind!

I wrote a new set of lyrics which i'll work with in a song :

"and i've been down to the bottom of every bottle just to find the message that you sent to me, looking for a way to put this out of my mind, to see this through til the end, til the sun sets and the moon comes to play, so the stars shine brigher than you that day, til the ocean meets the shores with its waves, you were there but not there to stay"

Totally not in any order but when i get in lyric mode i just write what comes into my head and proper study my words, place them in orders, try and tell a story!

I love writing :)

Peace LJ!


Jun. 23rd, 2008


Well, today and yesterday we're super sweet.

Hung out at a friends house, played some video games, ate some Indian food and watched movies, i love chill out days!

Got band practice tomorrow and then a show in York on tuesday with some friends of mine from down south so will be good to see those guys again :)

Peace out LJ!


Jun. 16th, 2008


Why doesn't Russ get back to me... something seems up!

Not cool!

It's time to...

Lose a bit of weight or at least tone up!

Lost a bit of the love handles haha, get rid of the tummy and tone up my peachy bum and legs haha!

I'd be well keen on slightly thinner legs, that'd be great, just got to work on it!

Peace xo

Jun. 13th, 2008


Was okay, we got told we played well by people i didn't know so, i guess thats a good sign, they didn't have to say it to be nice.

The new song fucked up which was so annoying :( was looking forward to the ending haha!

I'm just slightly worried about our drummer, i just want to know that he is fully commited to the band as sometimes i feel he seems to make things more of an effort than they should be. Like today, he had to sort out bringing a drum kit as we were told we had to get some sorted, so, instead of being like "well okay, i'll sort it out with Nick" he was like "i'm not taking my kit so i guess we aren't playing". It got sorted in the end but i seem to have got the blame for the slightest of hassles. I'm not the fucking drummer, i had to bring all my equipment also!

I just want to know he's in it for the long run and to show a bit more i dunno, focus and determination to the band. It's fair enough he has his own set of friends, nothing against that but, if we want to push this band as far as we can, save for a van, save for more equipment and save for recordings we all need to be in it knowing we're going to go somewhere and put the effort into it all!

It's just sitting down and talking i guess, something which needs to be done soonish!

Besides from that its going well, can't wait to keep promoting and keep pushing so people know about us and we make some sort of reputation for ourselves. All in due time i know, no point in rushing.

So tired, i just needed to write something down.

Night xo

Jun. 11th, 2008


So i'm going to get my hair trimmed today, not much off at all just need it sorting our so it looks good instead of just hair haha!


Jun. 9th, 2008

I love

Funeral For A Friend so much!


Jun. 8th, 2008

My band...

Tonight was sweet, we had the first band practice in a few weeks seen as we've had shows to play etc. It was good fun, we managed to finish a song we had been working on for awhile which was cool, we've got a 6 song set now :)

It goes like this :

Cliff Richard Jumps Like A Girl (intro)
The Loser Is The Real Winner
When I Pretend To Shoot You Pretend To Die
You Better Forget Remembering
I'm Front Page News Baby
Girl Groom Glitz

We're playing The Welly Club in Hull on thursday, really looking forward to it as it's the first "proper" venue, with a good stage, great sound system and we know there will be loads of people there as it's an NME night!

Fingers crossed we play well!

I'm currently sat on my bed watching The Mighty Boosh, hoping when i wake up tomorrow the pin code will come for my new lloyds bank card, so i can go and get my hair trimmed :)

Sweeeeeeet, peace out xo

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